feeling a little bit weird today. it's time for outdoor job from faculties. we must go to public health in a village and try to collect info about acute respiratory infection in that village.
a little bit hard in the beginning. but it was fun on the process we collect info from villagers (ups). it's because my friend ask a crazy women for an address and some difficulties in language that makes me laugh.
then, i realized that something's missing from my glasses. so, after the job with my friends, i went to optic store to repair it. and continued to buy some novels and comics because the bookstore was close to the optic store. then i buy some drinks and foods for dinner. and i felt great because everything i needed was fulfilled that time.
that's the book that i had bought. the demonata series from darren shan. i like that series. it's not that horror but it's excited me enough. full of adventures. thanks, darren shan.
then, what i feel tonight is i want to be in love. with someone. with.. err.. i don't know who.. just really want to feel that romantic feeling. kinda weird. but because of nobody loved me here so i think i must love somebody. just for erasing this loneliness.
but there's a problem with me when i'm in love. it will be a delusion. and I REALLY HATE DELUSION. and i still can't take it out off my mind.
how can i be in love and not disturbed by this delusions? i think that's a very hard problem for me, huh? err..
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